hey. pst, hey you! yes, you shams! i was hoping i got to sleep tonight but i can't. not because i am not sleepy but because the direction of silk and dreams lies on an opposite direction to what you awaken in me today by just being who you are and doing what you do best. the sun is the source of energy to most living organisms. the sun can even be food to some of them. you are like that to my ideas. 

    when most people give up others keep moving forward. not because they don't want to give up but because something greater than themselves keeps them from sucumbing to failure. to truly fail is to be satisfied with an average result. to be defeated is to lower your arms and give in to despair.

    watching you today made me realize, everyone deals with their own personalized hell. we're all flawed. we all fail, once in a while. to truly suceed we must fail. not just once, but as many times needed. with every failed attempt to reach a goal, we lose hope. don't lose hope little sun. if you ever feel everyone is against, look above. if you feel like no one believes in you, look inside.

    if you could speak to a younger version of yourself, would she be proud of who you are? i do not know the answer to that question but if the answer is no, what is stopping you from becoming who you always dreamt of being?

    yesterday you were strong. so strong it touched my heart. i was sad by watching you being upset and frustrated. i know how you were feeling because, even if you don't realize it, we are similar people. even thou i was sad at first, i kept watching you for a while. the stream kept going... you persisted. i was so proud of you and happy.

    you are an amasing person. even if you don't believe in me now one day i am sure you will. because, how could an amasing person not see her own awesomeness?

    if the room you are becomes dark, so dark you can't see anything, reach out your hand. friends are like windows that can bring the light inside your dark room. i am but a window and i cannot light up your room without you opening me first.

     if you ever do need to be reminded how much of a beautiful human being you are, talk to me. It won't be difficult for me to find ways to compliment you.

    always be yourself. you are more than enough :)