like a boat, drifts away, so does life.

shallow is a world where i can not be,

empty my mind,

set me free,

unshackle me,

release me.

on a dark painted house,

lies a not so dark heart,

kindness still lingers deep within,

hidden, by masks,

unkown to many.

there are many people,

but no one reaches out,

I sink to the depths of the sea,

where there is only the darkness and me.

sleep tight, child I once was,

enjoy the hapiness while it lasts,

for all that is good ends fast.

like grains of sand on a desert storm,

I am but meaningless,

just one more meat shield on a war field.

the bullets keep hitting my core,

I bleed and bleed again,

but the pain, that once was present, no longer is.

i've become doll.

i've become motionless.