lately I have been thinking. i often think out loud and i often think about you.

maybe because we have been through some things or maybe because we have met in another life, i sometimes get this sensation that i've known you forever.

sometimes i feel small. i feel so small i compare myself to tears in the rain.

knowing you was the best part of my life and when your eyes are faced towards me my tiny and frozen heart melts.

you touch my heart but, if you were to really touch it would you feel it? would you be able to realize the impact you have had in my world?

to me, life is but an epiphamy, a burning cigar or, perhaps, a short breath. 

i want you to know that you made life a wholesome experience. you gave color to the mono colored painting i drew all my life. 

you are not the reason. you are the reasons. you are the sun and the moon. you are everything yet nothing at all. 

in my mind there are no questions. my heart feels no doubt and my body often misses something that it never felt. you.

all this might sound silly to you. maybe you won't believe my simple yet heartfelt words. even thou you might never understand the dept of my emotions i know you will understand that i care for you dearly.

if you ever need anything from me don't ask me it. think about me and, in your mind, talk. i am sure that even thou your mouth would remain shut i would still listen to what you had to say.

beauty is not in our eyes see but in what our hearts feel and, my heart, feels for both of us. in the sands of time, ask and you shall receive.