Who am I?

I wish I knew.

Sometimes I cry,

Thinking about you.

 

There is an empty space where my heart once was.

No matter how much I try to fill that void,

It is never enough.

I wish that I could press a button to pause,

I wish I could go back to the time you were still Floyd,

When I did not have to pretend I was tough.

 

Feeling alone even when I’m not,

Is something I simply cannot

avoid.

Maybe I’m just being paranoid,

Who knows really?

I miss the times when we spoke freely.

 

The beauty of words is not enough to express my feelings,

Your love flavours all my dealings.

 

Even when you are not mine,

I still wake up to see the sunshine,

Because even when I am not yours,

I know I still have not opened all the doors.

 

Who am I?

I am a person, who wants to live,

Just like any other regular guy.

I’m someone who remained alive,

Even when I wanted to die,

I kept you in my mind,

As my wrists bled dry.

 

Who we are is up to others,

For we are nothing all by ourselves.

 

Maybe you are whatever you wish to be,

Or maybe you are still someone who isn’t truly free.

I do believe you belong wherever you wish to be.

 

If you still love me, I am sorry for keeping you from being happy.

I am sorry that I am not there to help.

I wish I was, I wish I was...