i wish for a world where me and you carry not the weight of solitude. for years i have had nights where my sleep is deprived by ideas and words. words i can not understand. ideas i can not grasp.

my heart believes that i am yours. yet, it also believes, that you are not mine. my mind knows that my porpuse is to be yours and yours alone. i was not meant to do or create great things. my life, boring and simple, earns a new meaning by being able to support someone like you. you are someone meant for greatness.

i know that being yourself may be sometimes hard. you might feel you aren't good enough. my only mission in this life, and the others that will come, is to help you see that you are wrong when you think those silly toughts. you are not enough only because that is your belief. that is the weight someone only great could carry.

looking at you, i see everything i want to be. in you, i see everything but myself. your soul is so deeply connected to this world that you feel other people's pain. you consider what others might suffer. consideration is a gift only those blessed by the universe earn. 

i have not regreted, a single time, our temporary departure because that, by itself, was the road we had to persue. a world where me, and you, are not soulmates. you are my soulmate but i am not yours. so i will do everything i can and anything i can't in order to help you reach your full potential. i know you will keep growing with or without me but i would like to have the privelage to contribute to your growth. because, even thou i wasn't meant for anything great, i would still like to be part of greatness. and, in you, that is what i find.

i hope you know that my decision is my own. love is a strange yet natural thing to happen. and somehow i feel that my love for you transcends time and life. in the past, present or future. in this or any other life. i love and will always love you.