I know it is not my place to worry,

But just like a thought that lingers,

I can't seem to cast this feeling aside.

Everyday that goes by,

I wonder if you're alright,

If you are eating well,

And if you miss me like I miss you.

I wake up just to find you are not there anymore,

My days became nights again,

And, slowly, I start to accept the darkness that surrounds me.

Not knowing what you are going through,

Being unable to support or help.

Those things remind me how useless I am,

And how little to no consequences my actions have.

I am just one of many lost souls that wander with no purpose,

And with every new dawn I feel more drawn to the void that awaits.

I wanted to be your friend,

I wanted to help you laugh,

And, even if just by a little, I wanted to make life brighter.

This sucks. 

I keep hurting, crying and despairing.

I never even got the chance to tell you how I feel.

I guess the night is dark and full of dangers,

And, after all this time, it is the only place I belong.