So it seems the unseen will remain unseen
The unfairness behind the truth
The righteousness behind the lies
You find nothing and you don't dream of what you'll never find

In the deephs of my heart all you'll find is you
When all seems shattered and tainted
The core remains untainted
Becaused memories of us still linger inside

Morder intent and suicidal toughts are all I have
Drugs I take on daily baises
I look on the mirror to find all I was, is taken
I killed myself when I pushed you away

Fear of everyone
Fear of myself increases
Pushing away the desire of living
Pushing in the desire of killing

I wish I could have one long talk to you
I miss all those little things
I miss your laugh
I miss your toasts with eggs and bacon
I miss your silly jokes and your silly rages
I miss your cold body and your worm heart
I miss our not awkward silences
I miss our walks
I miss to pick you at school
I miss to be with you
I miss your kisses on my scars
I miss your eyes connecting to mine
I miss our small fights
I miss seeing you without makeup
I miss your overly excessive use of chans
I miss our montly celebrations
I miss your random cute gifts
I miss your emotion
I miss your style
I miss your voice
I miss your company
I miss all the things I never tought I would miss.