To be changed this much... I wonder what god has planned out for me. I know it is not my place to wonder and that I should just trust in the path. Yet, my rebelious nature tells me there is more than what meets the eye. At first i tought you led me to him. I saw only what I could see. The one who led me to you was God.

    

    God makes no mistakes. God is absolute. If me meeting you was meant to be, I know God really loves me. For someone so vulgar like myself to meet a princess and get to talk to her. I know I am lucky. Ever since I first heard your voice, I felt a calling. When I go sleep, at night, I think about two things. God and you.

    Ever since I spoke to you, my life has changed. I have changed. To love is to be changed. So, for the first time in my life, I know I love. I know now what it means to feel as vulnerable. Although I should be scared, I am not. Even thou I know your heart resides in another home, I am happy.

    True love waits. And, if anything is meant to happen out of my love and feelings, it will happen eventually. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. But, one day, it will happen. I am ready to embrace you, your beliefs and culture.

    There is meaning in us. We share the shame problems. We share the same visions. We are both damaged. I understand you and you understand me. Not once I've felt understood by anyone. We are on the same side of the coin. We live on the same spectrum. If soulmates exist you have to be the one. I know you won't believe me. It is fine. I would not believe me either. 

    At the right time, something will happen and you shall see the truth in my words. Either by his will and grace or my persistence and commitment. You will see it clearly as I do.