Corruption dwells within the depths of me
Anger boils on the forge whom i call heart
Poisonous toughts erasse our memories
Invisible words haress my fragile core

I want to silence everything
I want to shatter everything to pieces
I want to stab the invisible
I want to make them bleed

While they live happy, pain I endure
Pain I life, Pain I suffer
Pain is all i know
I learned to accept and love pain
I love her so much I want her to feel pain
My pain

I wish I could convince you that all I told you was a lie I wish that all I did to you was a bad dream that I could wake up to find out that all I did was deleted and all that was still is. You're the one that made me happy. You were the one that made me alive. I still love you. altough when I see you I don't feel anything. I have no desires for your body, all I desire is your soul. All I desire are the memories of you and us. I wish we could make more memories. I want you to feel sad and blue. I want you to be just like me so we can understand each other. I want us to have the same believes. I want us to see the world trought the same eyes. I want to walk this cursed road with my eyes closed right beside you. Be my guide. Be my sadness. Be my hapiness. Be my life. Is it wrong for me to kill you? Is it wrong for me to want to kill all your friends, loved ones and every one you know? I want you to be with me. In my dreams I climb your building with knife on my hand, I enter your home by opening the locket of your frontdoor, I silently walk to your room and kill your sister by putting a knife on her head. I do the same to your parents. I wake you up so you can see what I did. If you accept me for what I am i know you'll be the one. If you don't then I'll kill you aswell. Of course I'll be sad. You were the one.

So it seems the unseen will remain unseen
The unfairness behind the truth
The righteousness behind the lies
You find nothing and you don't dream of what you'll never find

In the deephs of my heart all you'll find is you
When all seems shattered and tainted
The core remains untainted
Becaused memories of us still linger inside

Morder intent and suicidal toughts are all I have
Drugs I take on daily baises
I look on the mirror to find all I was, is taken
I killed myself when I pushed you away

Fear of everyone
Fear of myself increases
Pushing away the desire of living
Pushing in the desire of killing

I wish I could have one long talk to you
I miss all those little things
I miss your laugh
I miss your toasts with eggs and bacon
I miss your silly jokes and your silly rages
I miss your cold body and your worm heart
I miss our not awkward silences
I miss our walks
I miss to pick you at school
I miss to be with you
I miss your kisses on my scars
I miss your eyes connecting to mine
I miss our small fights
I miss seeing you without makeup
I miss your overly excessive use of chans
I miss our montly celebrations
I miss your random cute gifts
I miss your emotion
I miss your style
I miss your voice
I miss your company
I miss all the things I never tought I would miss.