domingo, 9 de maio de 2021

 I see you,

Not for who you think you are,
Not for who you might be.
I see you, I see you.
Darkness lingers inside my soul,
Deep within, frustration develops,
I wish I could’ve been a pillar,
I wish I would’ve helped,
But I didn’t.
I am here now,
I see you,
And all your traumas,
I see your essence remains untouched,
What I once sought to protect,
Still lives, somewhere inside you.
There’s so much I see,
Every time I see you,
All that was, all that could’ve been,
And all that is.
I want to help you relearn,
How to love yourself,
I don’t need you to love me,
I just need you to be yourself,
For I always saw you,
Even when I couldn’t,
Even when I shouldn’t,
I saw you,
I saw you.

sexta-feira, 7 de maio de 2021

 A smile that disguises what’s inside the soul,

Within her skin I found a heart of wool,

The wolves are all around,

After searching this is what I found,

There’s good and bad,

Happy and sad,

Most will use you,

Some will hurt you.

But where there is darkness there is light,

No one wins by the end of the fight.

 

A storm invades my mind,

I’m still searching,

For a thing I never find,

And oh my friend, how much I am yearning,

For someone to light my fire,

For someone who wakes my desire,

To live, to be normal,

Someone with whom I can be informal.

 

I constructed the hardest maze,

Just in case,

That I might get frustrated,

That I might be baited,

For something that never was,

Just because,

I’m scared.

Loving is something I never dared,

To do.

This is something I’d only do for you.

 Deveria ter falado mais cedo,

Questiono-me o que teria acontecido,

Se nunca te tivesse afastado,

Todas as mágoas que sofremos,

Todos os traumas que vivemos,

Talvez nunca tivessem surgido.


Revivi pela primeira vez,

Tudo o que ele te fez,

Sonhei contigo e com ele,

Nunca percebi o que viste nele.


Ontem chorei,

Porque te afastei?

Já não sinto o que sentia,

Quando ainda te vivia.

Mas ainda te vejo,

De vez em quando.

Vou cantando,

Sobre o que ainda revejo.


Não mereceste o que te aconteceu,

Acredito que ele ainda exista,

Dentro do teu pensamento.


As historias tristes de quem viveu,

Momentos de agonia em busca de uma pista,

Algo palpável, talvez um movimento,

Alguma coisa que não magoasse,

Algo que afastasse a tristeza,

Hoje em dia, não tenho a certeza,

De que voltarei a ser alguém normal,

Alguém que não esteja mal.


Mesmo longe, sempre te mantive perto,

Por vezes, ainda sinto aquele aperto,

De quem se preocupa contigo.

Fecho os olhos e consigo,

Ver o teu sorriso jovem,

E, as coisas que se movem,

Em tua volta,

Navego numa linha torta,

Em busca de um sentimento de pertença,

Espero que algo de bom aconteça.

terça-feira, 4 de maio de 2021

 All our memories faded away just like tears in the rain.

She sees our past like something that brings her pain,

But I still remember how tightly I was held by her.

I still remember how she leaned up quickly just to kiss me,

I still remember. I still remember.

 

Sweet vanity, dark horses are all I see,

What she was, to me,

Was the reason I felt free.

The sky is clouded.

The sky is crying.

When I look up,

I see the same star I saw when we were together.

 

I miss you, I really do.

I miss you so much I could die out of despair.

Any moment now, I will forget you,

And that’s something that doesn’t bring me joy,

It brings me sadness and disappointment in myself.

 

I wish things would’ve been different.

I still think things could be different.

But you don’t want to talk,

And that’s something I must deal with and accept.

 

I love you with all my strength.

Be safe.

domingo, 2 de maio de 2021

Whenever you’re sad I’m sad,

Handling everything alone can be hard,

I remember every thought I had,

I composed songs like a bard,

I sang alone, I sang for you,

Without the slightest clue,

Of what was real or what was true.

 

I can’t understand,

Why carry a burden so heavy alone?

I know I only exist on the phone,

But I’ll reach out my hand,

Wherever you may stand,

Because your happiness is my demand.

 

I accept you for who you are,

I love every part of you, even the parts you don’t,

I’ll always love you, even when you won’t,

I wish I had a car,

Or even an airplane,

Being so far brings me pain,

Pain maybe only you can understand,

But for you I’ll withstand,

All the years that are to come,

Call me stupid, call me dumb,

At the end of the day,

I do things my way.

 

Believe me or not,

You’re the person I most fought,

If destiny exists, I know our faiths are bound together,

And I’ll be here for you forever.