I see you,
domingo, 9 de maio de 2021
sexta-feira, 7 de maio de 2021
A smile that disguises what’s inside the soul,
Within
her skin I found a heart of wool,
The
wolves are all around,
After
searching this is what I found,
There’s
good and bad,
Happy
and sad,
Most
will use you,
Some
will hurt you.
But
where there is darkness there is light,
No
one wins by the end of the fight.
A
storm invades my mind,
I’m
still searching,
For
a thing I never find,
And
oh my friend, how much I am yearning,
For
someone to light my fire,
For
someone who wakes my desire,
To
live, to be normal,
Someone
with whom I can be informal.
I
constructed the hardest maze,
Just
in case,
That
I might get frustrated,
That
I might be baited,
For
something that never was,
Just
because,
I’m
scared.
Loving
is something I never dared,
To
do.
This
is something I’d only do for you.
Deveria ter falado mais cedo,
Questiono-me o que teria acontecido,
Se nunca te tivesse afastado,
Todas as mágoas que sofremos,
Todos os traumas que vivemos,
Talvez nunca tivessem surgido.
Revivi pela primeira vez,
Tudo o que ele te fez,
Sonhei contigo e com ele,
Nunca percebi o que viste nele.
Ontem chorei,
Porque te afastei?
Já não sinto o que sentia,
Quando ainda te vivia.
Mas ainda te vejo,
De vez em quando.
Vou cantando,
Sobre o que ainda revejo.
Não mereceste o que te aconteceu,
Acredito que ele ainda exista,
Dentro do teu pensamento.
As historias tristes de quem viveu,
Momentos de agonia em busca de uma pista,
Algo palpável, talvez um movimento,
Alguma coisa que não magoasse,
Algo que afastasse a tristeza,
Hoje em dia, não tenho a certeza,
De que voltarei a ser alguém normal,
Alguém que não esteja mal.
Mesmo longe, sempre te mantive perto,
Por vezes, ainda sinto aquele aperto,
De quem se preocupa contigo.
Fecho os olhos e consigo,
Ver o teu sorriso jovem,
E, as coisas que se movem,
Em tua volta,
Navego numa linha torta,
Em busca de um sentimento de pertença,
Espero que algo de bom aconteça.
terça-feira, 4 de maio de 2021
All our memories faded away just like tears in the rain.
She
sees our past like something that brings her pain,
But
I still remember how tightly I was held by her.
I
still remember how she leaned up quickly just to kiss me,
I
still remember. I still remember.
Sweet
vanity, dark horses are all I see,
What
she was, to me,
Was
the reason I felt free.
The
sky is clouded.
The
sky is crying.
When
I look up,
I
see the same star I saw when we were together.
I
miss you, I really do.
I
miss you so much I could die out of despair.
Any
moment now, I will forget you,
And
that’s something that doesn’t bring me joy,
It
brings me sadness and disappointment in myself.
I
wish things would’ve been different.
I
still think things could be different.
But
you don’t want to talk,
And
that’s something I must deal with and accept.
I
love you with all my strength.
Be
safe.
domingo, 2 de maio de 2021
Whenever you’re sad I’m sad,
Handling
everything alone can be hard,
I
remember every thought I had,
I
composed songs like a bard,
I
sang alone, I sang for you,
Without
the slightest clue,
Of
what was real or what was true.
I
can’t understand,
Why
carry a burden so heavy alone?
I
know I only exist on the phone,
But
I’ll reach out my hand,
Wherever
you may stand,
Because
your happiness is my demand.
I accept you for who you are,
I
love every part of you, even the parts you don’t,
I’ll
always love you, even when you won’t,
I
wish I had a car,
Or
even an airplane,
Being
so far brings me pain,
Pain maybe only you can understand,
But
for you I’ll withstand,
All
the years that are to come,
Call
me stupid, call me dumb,
At
the end of the day,
I
do things my way.
Believe
me or not,
You’re
the person I most fought,
If
destiny exists, I know our faiths are bound together,
And
I’ll be here for you forever.