?????, won't you say you're sorry

someday very far away

will you not say it in the end of the end

so even this painful time right now

as we smile later on

we can call it a good memory

?????, you said with the heart of a good friend

that you will love me forever

don't say those words ever again

they are so light to you but so heavy to me

this heart must have given you a hard time

i'll back off a little, i'll wait

i'll stand far away, so you can be confortable

i beg like this,

how can you leave me?

cruelly saying goodbye with those smilling eyes

it kills me and my breath stops

the melody that used to make us happy

it's still so glorious

please don't abandom me, abandom me

i don't want o live

what should i do? what should i do without you

living while pretending i didn't know you

i didn't know it would be insanely saddening like this

With those cruel words of goobye

i'll resent you forever

please don't go

living while pretending i don't know you

i didn't know it would be insanely saddening like this

????? , you are leaving me with just the cruel words of goodbye

Fields full of flowers,
trees and birds.
A hurricane is coming,
all life with perish.

Floods drown the fishes.
Storms burn the hills.
The tempest makes the sky cry,
Sky's liquid will lock us all away.

Forests of dead bodies,
images burn through my eyes.
A five year old kid hanging himself,
that five year old kid is my past self.

The labirinth of skeletons draws me inside.
Inside the cave where you once lived.
The cave where we first kissed.
A person who resembles poison,
he brings death to all he touches.

Make me disappear.
Like the butterfly effect.
Drowned in the liquid gold,
devout my life to the underworld.

Sadness with follow me,
even when I die.
My punishment is to relive this life,
over and over, until I drop.
Until I drop to the infinite descent,
until I find myself in the limbo,
where I shall spend all eternity,
regreting my life.

Shackle me,
bind me,
don't ever let me escape.
The world, without me, is a better place

Alone

Darkness clings to me.
Darkness breaths in to my soul.
Chills across my spine.
I hear screams.

I'm climbing a rope.
The rope has no end.
My arms are tired.
Inevitable fall.

Look what you do to me.
Madness and anger flow inside me.
Load the gun, fire it away.
Lows without the highs.

I sit on my iron throne,
Abandoned, emtpy inside.
We both know I'm wrong,
don't come after me this time.
Piano notes draw me closer to insanity,
the orchestra is full of devils,
they want my soul,
they want my spirit.

Save me, father.
I am lost and alone.
Make me repent for all I did.
Send me to where I belong,
Down to hell, with all my family and friends.
I'm crying tears of blood.

Seems like it was yesterday.

Yesterday, yes, that was the day.

All I wish is to be with you, until the end.

Two arms wrestling, no arms bend,

the way we did, since we first met.

The past? That, I won't regret.

I wanna fall in you again,

Arms wide open,

repair the broken.

From all the characters, you are the main,

A theatre full of puppets,

who am I? One of the quintuplets.

Everytime a reunion is born,

I return,

To the days we were lovers.

His half he recovers.

A string that unites us

A string that draws us.

I can die in my dreams,

you are always there.

I don't want you in my dreams, I want you here.

There is no future, at least, so it seems.

The past gives birth to present,
The present is in the future.
The future is the past.